feelings

Hindi ako sigurado, kung kaibigan mo ko.

(Huling liham para sa isang dating kaibigan) Palagi akong nagmamasid. Sinusulit lahat ng mga detalye sa tanawin, sinusuri ang bawat elemento at kulay. Ano ang emosyon ng senaryo? Minsan makikihalibilo ako sa tao sa paligid, minsan makikitungo at pangiti-ngiti, patawa tawa lang, minsan mananahimik sasagot kapag kakausapin, minsan tuluyang gagawa ng sariling mundo...Mahirap lumapit ang… Continue reading Hindi ako sigurado, kung kaibigan mo ko.

feelings

That Freud quotation is haunting me

I have been trying to entertain myself lately in different ways. I'm reading books, binge watching series and trying to listen to podcast and online learning. At some, I have failed consistency because I'm surely out of focus yet I know I always have takeaways no matter what I try to do. Somehow, it amazes… Continue reading That Freud quotation is haunting me

advocacy, essay, feelings

Fears and Anxiety in Times of Corona #CoVid19

Note: Everything written in here are pure opinions and insights I have pondered as we undergone "Enhanced Community Quarantine" We are already on the third week of the Enhanced Community Quarantine and actually, everything is not getting better and relieving; it's getting scarier. Massmedia and social media has nothing to offer but series of diasppointments… Continue reading Fears and Anxiety in Times of Corona #CoVid19

feelings, love letter, Something Bout Love

Letter to No One #1

The enchanting moments we had sharedare sweet memories I will never think of forgetting, despite the reality you keep on reminding me that these are not magical words to define, but empty and void dialogues to vanish in thin air. Bur dear, my neurons are sending impulses numinously to move the energy beyond my soul… Continue reading Letter to No One #1

essay, feelings, Get to know me!, realization

Before everything else, let me say goodbye

2020 has just taken over yet here I am, a soul still in the process of being void and null. I'm still so overwhelmed how the previous year had gone by. I don't know how I should close that chapter, I'm still a little bit hazy how fast phase 2019 to me. So, 2020, before… Continue reading Before everything else, let me say goodbye